Resolutions. Changes.

Hope everyone had a wonderful New Years. I spent it in New York with great friends and has a blast!! (all booze and cover under $30. Life of a post grad). But now that the party is over, drinks have stopped pouring, and reality kicks back in, I have to think about my future. This is when my heart beats 5x faster, my palms get sweaty, and I can't sit still. I get that crazy! My procrastination and fear of growing up has led to this consistent anxiety attack.


Just typing this post has got me shivering at my desk and breaking sweat. I can't keep doing this. So tonight I'm not going out (note that its Friday!), I will be at home revamping my resume and getting my adult life started. No more of that "shop til you drop" or "I'll worry about that later" mentality! Since the Advertising biz is a no go (thank you economy!) I need to make new plans and goals. Soon I will be 24 and before that I NEED to be in New York and working for a company I love and see myself in for 5 yrs+, not just to pay the bills and eat.


I deserve this, I need this. I can't do anything less!